Dear James
Posted on Monday, October 5th, 2009 at 12:35 pmHappy 20 months. =)
Thank you… for everything.
I want to say, that I miss you. Wherever you are… and I wish we could talk.
I shouldn’t be, but I’m feeling sad, and I’m feeling lonely and I feel like today, I’ve lost myself.
I don’t want to do anything anymore. I wish I could sleep for days on end, but that’s not possible. They make me feel worthless and terrible.
When you’re not here I feel so alone. I don’t have many, or any, people I can talk to who make me feel better.
When I grow up, I want to live in the country. I want to live away from people. Unlike my current house, I want to live in a nice one. I can keep it clean and buy little things to put in it. Little things that are unique. I want to make my own furniture. I want to save money.
And even if I don’t have money, I want to be a happy person. I want to be happy with whatever I have.
I don’t know. I wish there was a time of peace. Sometimes, it’s too hard to pick myself up off the ground. Sometimes I look and I don’t see anywhere I can go.
I wish you were here.
Lovingly,
Georgina
This is such a sweet letter, Georgina :) I think a lot of people aspire to have great relationships, but we never realize how good someone else has it until they spill out their heart like this.
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Hey, I’d love to live in the country!
But, yeah. Far from people. Making furniture is very good, except with the price of wood these days it is cheaper to buy it readymade. humph.
That being said, I really like the idea. :3
Hahah, yeah. To me, a life of peace and quiet on earth would mean more to me than an eternity in heaven.. I bet there isn’t much to do up there, heehee
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